Date : Friday, April 25
Time : 6:38 PM
Reminiscing all my past family photos . And it's really sad to see that we are not what we used to be . each one of us are separating like as if we are not a family anymore . my mother and my father keep on having disagreements . my sister seems to not want to be part of this family anymore . my two younger brothers are attending school in the afternoon session . And I am always busy having remedials and detentions .
My sister was like hugging me tightly in the photo . we were celebrating my father's birthday and he was like so happy blowing the candles . at that time he had not suffered heart disease . I can't imagine how if he were to suffer a heart attack and leave this world on the spot . My uncle went through the same thing . he was eating at a coffee shop when suddenly he got heart attack and then died when the ambulance brought him to the hospital .
If it wasn't because of my father ,my family would not have lived in quite a big house like this . If he were to leave ,my family could have lived on the streets . There's too much going on in my mind . And I really really want to solve my family problems . Wishing to retrieve all the happiness we used to have .
BYEBYE :)
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