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Like I mentioned in my previous post ,they are currently fighting .
And so far ,this has been the worst .
Yes ,my dad had once wanted to beat up my mom .
And fortunately ,it didn't happen .
But this time ,he said he's not coming back .
He said ,he ain't my mom's hubby no more .
He said ,how could my mom do such things to him .
And no ,my mom didn't flirt with any other guy .
She threw my dad's shoe out of the house cause
she's so pissed with him at that point of time .
I think he feels that my mom doesn't want him in the house anymore .
Not sure if he's coming back tonight . I really wished he would .
I know this is a little too personal to be posted on an uprivatised blog .
But this post is just to remind me of the bad times that I've
been through when I reminisce through my archives one day .
Hopefully this is a lesson where I learn to appreciate
my loved ones when they are still around .

Next ,I miss my Dearest Sister .
She's the one whom I talk to ,whether during good or bad times .
Now ,she's always home late ,fulfilling her job as a grown up .
It's been days since I last talked to her .
Now I can't share my craps with her anymore .
I can't share my gossips about this girl at school anymore .
I can't share my problems with her anymore .
I can't say "I love *insert this guy's name*" to her anymore .
I am always asleep when she got home .
She is always asleep when I get ready for school .
I am always away for stuffs like tuition when she's getting ready for work .
I miss hanging out with her and her friends .

And lastly ,I miss my
Super Duper Cool Girlfriends .
I miss our super full of craps talk .
I miss recording Paramost videos at Fazirah's crib .
I miss walking and singing songs together .
I miss gossiping about the lower secs when we're bored .
I miss us foursomes shopping at Jurong Point .
I miss sharing food with Fazirah .
I miss talking about guys with Asyiqin .
I miss complaining about little stuffs to Sakinah .
When they have Higher Malay ,I have Chemistry Remedial .
When they are free ,I have Maths Remedial .
When I am free ,they have Higher Malay again .
We can only spend time on our Thursdays and Fridays .
And maybe not anymore on Thursdays ,since Mdm Jayanthi
is conducting Geography Remdials on Thursdays .
A start of a new year .
A start of something new .